23 Lug An interview with Chyan Lo, director of “Sorry for your loss”
BIO
Lo’s compelling portfolio includes both narrative films and documentaries.
She is drawn to stories that shed light on the diverse, lived experiences of women in various cultural and societal frameworks,
as well as issues of Taiwanese national and cultural identity.
Lo recently directed, wrote, and edited YESTERDAY I DREAMT ABOUT (2024),
a psychological drama about the struggles of an immigrant artist in New York whose visa is about to expire.
The film will be premiered at the Asian American International Film Festival this August.
Like many newcomers, I was fascinated by the subway when I first arrived in New York. The metal carriages transporting large numbers of passengers, the chance encounters between people, and the old, historic stations all have a magical quality. Thus, I initially used the subway as the starting point for my story. However, I happened to learn about this tragedy that happened in Chinatown, where a Korean American woman was followed and stabbed to death in her apartment. This news deeply affected me as an Asian woman newly arrived in this city. This complex feeling led me to create this short film. Due to practical difficulties, I decided to simplify the location, which resulted in shooting the film in an office setting instead.
I wrote this story using an afterlife perspective, mainly because stories of this type usually focus on the fear and experiences of the victims before and during the crime, as well as the grief of their families. But I imagine that if I were the woman who couldn’t return home safely, and I had the chance to express myself after the incident, what would I want to say to the world? What would my feelings be?
I believe that as a woman, understanding the fear of walking home alone at night is not difficult. This is almost a universal experience for women. I imagined Miyu’s feelings as my own while walking home, thinking about what regrets I would have if my life ended there. Would I resent the unfairness? Would I be angry at the perpetrator? Or would I just be filled with questions? I think the most powerful emotion is the emptiness and confusion that comes from everything being obliterated in an instant, with no place to seek justice. I tried to blend these feelings and expressed them through the minimal lines, conveyed by Jennifer’s incredibly nuanced performance.
I really like this question. I believe it involves not only the creators but also the viewing habits of the audience. When creating works with a slow pace, metaphysical and introspective themes, it is indeed possible to lose part of the audience because such creations require viewers to be emotionally engaged and even dissect the symbols. However, rather than seeing it as a “challenge” to cater to all viewers, I perceive it as an opportunity to “whisper” to certain specific audiences through my work, which I enjoy a lot in art creation.
As a Taiwanese filmmaker studying in New York, how do your diverse cultural experiences influence the stories you tell and your approach to filmmaking, especially in a film like “Sorry for Your Loss” that navigates universal themes of life, death, and the afterlife?
Taiwan and New York are indeed very different places. When I was creating my work, I didn’t realize that the concept of the afterlife might be relatively unfamiliar in a Western religious context. This topic didn’t present any creative obstacles for me. However, moving to New York has significantly influenced my understanding and awareness of my status or role within a social structure. Compared to Taiwan, which is more monocultural, the shift in social position in New York has provided me with many new insights. Especially also as a documentary filmmaker, I believe this kind of realization and learning is extremely important.
Shooting on film has been an incredibly interesting experience, and I also wanted to explore non-narrative storytelling, which led to the creation of this piece.
Stay tuned to my website for the latest work: https://chyanlo.myportfolio.com/